hola amigos! me is going to Barcelona on Wednesday evening! I will be in the flat near the Catalunya square that Tasha found for us and heading to the Sonar festival till Saturday – whoop whoop!! www.sonar.es
apart from this little bit of fun news, I will also be moving house at the end of the month and starting a new job on 01/07 and have been going out with someone the past three weeks who is absolutely amazing and I already adore to bits (thank God he doesn’t know this blog exists and can’t read this). I get so paranoid about losing him already and argue with him about this every day eventhough he tells me he has no intention of leaving me at all and I keep accusing him of it every chance I get (at least once a day). As one of my dearest friends pointed out to me this afternoon (and I’m beginning to think there might actually be something right about this):
you deserve to be loved
I love you to bits!
So shut up
I cant hear that anymore
you are a wonderful person
I cant be wrong
so believe me
Your complex has nothing to do with him
so dont make it his problem
just accept that he wants to help you
because he likes you
but its YOUR problem
be grateful for his help and love
and tell him so
and he wont leave you because of your problem
the difficulties you face are within yourself
having a relationship does not change that
to expect that would be wrong
so accept that the relationship does not solve your problem
it has the potential to just make you happy
but not to solve your problem
thats your business
but with him its easier than when you are alone.
WORD!